Livin' Life in the Fast Lane

...After a stressful day in the office...a time when my brain has squeezed out all the nutrients I had taken...

I suddenly think of you...

...When I'm on my way home, waiting for the shuttle to be filled...a moment when I'm supposed to think back at how I faired and what I'd be doing when I get home...

I suddenly think of you...

...At times I sit down and get ready to eat dinner...I lose my appetite coz...

I suddenly think of you...

Hating every silence...wanting to ran away from a lonely, sweet memory while hanging on to sanity...

A love song sings... and all controls shutdown allowing tears to just flow out of me.

I'm missing you...but I don't want to. I love you but I can't have you and I'm not infatuated like what you're thinking, I'm pretty sure of that. Coz if I was, things would have been different...
I know you don't want me the way that I want you but it's okay because I've already accepted that. I'm not asking anything, I'm just shouting out how I feel coz I can't hold on to this any longer without making you feel how I really feel, through words can I only do this and through hope can I only make you feel it.